Year four of running a solo design business was a year of duality. While at times painfully uncertain, I still experienced a lot of joy. If I could sum up this year, I would say it was a fine balance of allowing myself to feel it all without completely losing myself. I frequently danced back and forth from allowing myself to experience bliss and relax into life to tightening my grip on what I felt I could control. This was the most challenging year I've experienced as a solopreneur. Now, that's a broad statement, so let me clarify. This was the most mentally and emotionally challenging year for me as a solopreneur. Even after all of the self-work I had done up until this point, I still was not prepared for the mental and emotional toll such a financially uncertain year would bring. Luckily self-reflection, specifically this Year In Review, has given me a clearer lens to analyze my perception alongside reality. This was by no means a bad year, as the numbers show. But, as shared in last year's review, the numbers rarely show what is going on under the surface. Without further adieu, I give you year four in review.
Year four of running a solo design business was a year of duality. While at times painfully uncertain, I still experienced a lot of joy. If I could sum up this year, I would say it was a fine balance of allowing myself to feel it all without completely losing myself. I frequently danced back and forth from allowing myself to experience bliss and relax into life to tightening my grip on what I felt I could control. This was the most challenging year I've experienced as a solopreneur. Now, that's a broad statement, so let me clarify. This was the most mentally and emotionally challenging year for me as a solopreneur. Even after all of the self-work I had done up until this point, I still was not prepared for the mental and emotional toll such a financially uncertain year would bring. Luckily self-reflection, specifically this Year In Review, has given me a clearer lens to analyze my perception alongside reality. This was by no means a bad year, as the numbers show. But, as shared in last year's review, the numbers rarely show what is going on under the surface. Without further adieu, I give you year four in review.
Year four of running a solo design business was a year of duality. While at times painfully uncertain, I still experienced a lot of joy. If I could sum up this year, I would say it was a fine balance of allowing myself to feel it all without completely losing myself. I frequently danced back and forth from allowing myself to experience bliss and relax into life to tightening my grip on what I felt I could control. This was the most challenging year I've experienced as a solopreneur. Now, that's a broad statement, so let me clarify. This was the most mentally and emotionally challenging year for me as a solopreneur. Even after all of the self-work I had done up until this point, I still was not prepared for the mental and emotional toll such a financially uncertain year would bring. Luckily self-reflection, specifically this Year In Review, has given me a clearer lens to analyze my perception alongside reality. This was by no means a bad year, as the numbers show. But, as shared in last year's review, the numbers rarely show what is going on under the surface. Without further adieu, I give you year four in review.
Year four of running a solo design business was a year of duality. While at times painfully uncertain, I still experienced a lot of joy. If I could sum up this year, I would say it was a fine balance of allowing myself to feel it all without completely losing myself. I frequently danced back and forth from allowing myself to experience bliss and relax into life to tightening my grip on what I felt I could control. This was the most challenging year I've experienced as a solopreneur. Now, that's a broad statement, so let me clarify. This was the most mentally and emotionally challenging year for me as a solopreneur. Even after all of the self-work I had done up until this point, I still was not prepared for the mental and emotional toll such a financially uncertain year would bring. Luckily self-reflection, specifically this Year In Review, has given me a clearer lens to analyze my perception alongside reality. This was by no means a bad year, as the numbers show. But, as shared in last year's review, the numbers rarely show what is going on under the surface. Without further adieu, I give you year four in review.
David and Goliath
Klara And The Sun
Las Vegas, Nevada
Mexico City, Mexico
Sedona, Arizona
Stonington, Maine
La Fortuna, Costa Rica
Coming off a high from the previous year, I anticipated the growth trend would continue upward. This year I experienced a record number of lost proposals. However, I also realized a new record revenue month. Life is funny that way. I decided to shift my focus to generating leads through my existing network and continue to strengthen existing relationships. I focused very little attention on marketing and again submitted to no awards or publications. While I've been lucky enough to have a consistent workflow, I tapped my network HARD this year. I leaned on my peers and had more supportive conversations than I can count—Brandy Cerne, Peter Sather, Britton Stipettic, Adam Danielson, Kyle Showen, among many, many others—you kept me sane this year.
This year was tough. It made me rethink what running a sustainable design practice looks like and if practicing independently is even for me long-term. It made me question my self-worth and if I was still good enough. This was a year that asked more questions than gave answers. Most importantly, it made me realize I needed to reconnect with myself and continue to work through limiting beliefs and unhealthy thought patterns again. Looking ahead, I don't know what this new year will bring, but I've decided to remain open and follow what feels good and right to me. That may look like continuing to practice independently and that may look like working full-time again. What I do know is, I want to collaborate more frequently with other people—whether that means working with larger teams, or teaming up with other independents. Here's my wishlist:
Adam Danielson (again)
Bérénice Golmann
Bianca Smith
Brandy Cerne
Carolyn Bothwell
Connor Linde
Emily Chen
Gus Esseltyn (again)
Haruko Hayakawa
Kate Seaton
Kyle Showen
Leah Wendzinski
Liz Olson
Molly O'Neill
Morgan Garleff
Rachel Brandenberger
Sean Nemetz
Taylor Slyder
Creech
Designsake
High Tide
HermanScheer (again)
Hugo & Marie
King & Partners
Mother Design
Mucca
Mythology
Nice People
Parker Studio
Red Antler
Redesign Health (again)
Redscout (again)
Rogue Studio (again)
SDCO
Smith & Diction
Superette Studio (again)
Stranger & Stranger
Werner Design Werks
Zeus Jones (again)